Yeah, yet another day that I'm almost grateful that death has spared my mom and my dad from having to see... the very worst of inexplicability and helplessness, and, well, hopelessness.
Don't know why this didn't want to post earlier. Anyway, hi. Just want to be sure you are well. This has been such a tough week, I feel lost and tired and confused. Thank God for the dogs and rundeep2.0, whose school play ("Once Upon A Mattress") distracted me. Stay warm, stay focused.
Ah. Just next to the stove watching football/bachelorette wedding. Don't know what I'd do without Moonpie dog. And, god help me, David Dye. If you get a chance, not this past week but the week before, he did an interview with Lianne La Havas, my new musical crush. Really good good interview. It's also worth YouTube-ing her appearance on Letterman.
But yeah, tough week. Staying focused. It's interesting how when you make staying sober your full time job you end up being productive. But between slaughtered children and Urq, relapsing is the easy way out. But like they say in AA, we all have another drunk in us; not all of us have another recovery.
I think what you're feeling is universal. Or maybe not. I don't think I've ever felt sadder than I did today, between seeing Urq's obituary actually in print, and the pictures of those little kids.
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Don't know why this didn't want to post earlier. Anyway, hi. Just want to be sure you are well. This has been such a tough week, I feel lost and tired and confused. Thank God for the dogs and rundeep2.0, whose school play ("Once Upon A Mattress") distracted me. Stay warm, stay focused.
Ah. Just next to the stove watching football/bachelorette wedding. Don't know what I'd do without Moonpie dog. And, god help me, David Dye. If you get a chance, not this past week but the week before, he did an interview with Lianne La Havas, my new musical crush. Really good good interview. It's also worth YouTube-ing her appearance on Letterman.
But yeah, tough week. Staying focused. It's interesting how when you make staying sober your full time job you end up being productive. But between slaughtered children and Urq, relapsing is the easy way out. But like they say in AA, we all have another drunk in us; not all of us have another recovery.
My kindest thoughts for you and your family.
Thanks sweetie. We're gonna be okay, all of us. Give Moonie a smooch for me.
I think what you're feeling is universal. Or maybe not. I don't think I've ever felt sadder than I did today, between seeing Urq's obituary actually in print, and the pictures of those little kids.
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