Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Vernal Cleaning

I'm still fighting depression and anxiety. Mostly anxiety. And sadness. The sadness seems healthier than it was 2 years ago, for obvious reasons. The anxiety is less severe, maybe even much much less severe. And the depression doesn't seem to be putting up much of a fight. I blame a lot of the angst on coffee.

Still, I do best when I focus on the small pictures -- shop floor, garage siding, glorious glorious mowing -- and try to... manage/turn down the volume on less small pictures -- what does it all mean?, death, etc.

In any case, Spring is a yearly miracle. Easily explained and accounted for by our planet earth's rotation around and its relative proximity to the sun. But miraculous nonetheless.


Keifus said...

A friend asked recently what to do with anxiety. I told him (nicely) that he needs to get off his ass and do stuff. It's not the answer to the imponderables, but it makes them tolerable, I suppose. Not like I've got it straightened out or anything.

Been a nice spring over here. Thought it was never going to get here.

Penal-Colony said...

Hang in, friend. Your soul is vital.

For you: http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?v=8l87JpWkbI0